very nervous

48 hours.. so close yet so far.. sitting listening to "mad world" and trying to calm myself.. I can't. 48 hours and I will be put in a whole new world in which i am a stranger. But will it be much different than the one i am in right now? Here I also feal like somewhat of a stranger. I am not really close to anyone emotionally anymore.. so why should i be nervous to be put into a new group of people who at least may give me a fresh start? I have no clue. The song changes to 1979 by the smashing pumpkins.