random thoughts march 25th 2009

Today, I watch the movie "88 minutes." it was good.. but the director has some issues when it comes to.. well directing. The script was well thought out and planned the the director really dropped the ball on the exicution and the acting in the movie was poor.. but really what do you expect from a movie like this. I then got on a bus and went downtown.. the bus changed its route so now I haveto stand there at the bus stop like an idiot for even longer.. I have no justification for calling myself an idiot there it just seemed odly appropriate. The library is more crouded and lour today.. dont really know why.. maybe I'm just more irritated by the people here today. I have a lecture to go to tonight with a certain meetup group called "The Grand River Athiests" I tell my parents that it is a skeptic group because they seem to frown on athiests but seem ok with skeptics even though a skeptic and an athiest are pretty close to being the same types of people. How a skeptic can be a true believer I have no clue, but whatever. I ate wendy's today.. because that is all downtown has left for food, unless ofcourse you are looking to spend 15 dollars for lunch, and in my financhial position right now that wouldn't be the best choice. Person in the cubical beside me is still rusiling around.. dont know how to spell rusiling but just sound it out and you should know what i mean. Jeez how can someone make so much noise in a library.. go jack off some place else!! Guy to my left is writing a paper on god knows what.. maybe he should just make sure that his screen is exposed even more so i can read the damn thing. Guy comes and sits behind me.. I can see the reflection of him in my laptop's screen and he is clearly trying to make out everything that I am typing.. could job mr. subtle.. almost forgot how to spell subtle.. I think I am losing my mind.. then again I always think that I am losing my mind.. maybe I already have lost my mind, see because you can never know if you've lost your mind since your mind is what makes you think that you have lost your mind and if you actually lost your mind your mind wouldnt know which means you wouldnt know. I find people in University tend to stair at eachother a lot.. get your eyes off of me freak I am not even good-looking. I stair at some women only because they are exceedingly gorgeous, then when they finally look at me I try and find a way to make it look like it was fate that our eyes, met since I had only been glancing for a second. How do I pull this off? once we make eye contacts I immediately look at another person who is less good looking than her. This puts it in her mind that all I am doing is glancing at random people in the room. That I was not stairing at her but it just may mean something that our eyes have met. Then again when it happens over and over she gets creeped out and leaves.. I am too afraid to actually talk to these people. Anyways I better get to work on more important things so chow