Random thoughts april 21st 2009

The library is quiet today. University term is over, so there are still some students here, but not all that many so it is nice. I've decided to go to school in Ottawa in the fall, so as to get away from the life I have here for a while. It's not that I hate my life at the moment, but there are some things that I would just like to get away from for a while, and also the fact that the program that I will be in there is a good one. So untill then, I shall still come and study at the library frequently, which is where I sit at the present time. The weekend was an adventure. I got very little sleep, so by the time sunday rolled around, I was not having a good weekend. I was sitting in my car, on sunday night, feeling really depressed(probably from the lack of sleep). So I started a bunch of text conversation with all of the people that I thought might offer conforting words that would make me feel less depressed. Apparently it worked because when I returned home, I was feeling better, and then watched celebrity apprentice and went to bed. That show btw it just getting worse and worse as time goes on, yet I am so addicted to reality TV that I just keep watching. Same with survivor, and amazing race, and american idol. It is the fact that I have watched almost every season of these shows that I just keep on watching. While I am on the topic of TV, the new House M.D. episodes are getting better and better *spoiler alert* kutner dying was not something that I perticularly liked, but it was much better than if they somehow tried to replace him with another actor, it just wouldn't have worked. My friend Brooklynn introduced me to House. Is it just me? or is Brooklynn like the coolest name ever. I would be like the happiest person ever if I was named brooklynn, I could be living in poverty and be facing death everyday for my whole life, but if my name was brooklynn while I experience those things, I would be fine with it. Me on the other hand, am stuck with Peter.. which is OK but I think I would name someone... something different than Peter. Something like Elijah, or Benjamen, or Jacob, or Albert. These are anmes with some substance. Maybe later in life I'll change my name, that would be fun. Anyways I think 'll end this here, and continue writing my science fiction novel.